Does anyone ever get that feeling in your chest like when something sad happens like you can physically feel the pain and you feel your throat becoming thick and your words get caught and you cant really talk and you feel like crying but you cant and it just hurts
When you see everything you worked hard for, fall apart in front of you. Those sleepless nights, all nighters, falling asleep on the phone, daily goodmorning/goodnight messages would just become a memory again. You end up continuously asking yourself why? Why did this happen? Why did this end? You can’t help but feel as if everything you do can never go right. You find yourself constantly apologising and feeling sorry for yourself. Blaming yourself for everything.
It just kills your whole day. It kills your mood. It makes you upset. You wish you never saw it but you did, and now it’s stuck in your head. You try to think of other stuff that’s more important, but you can’t. You saw what made your day go down hill. It’s one of the worst feelings ever.